Am I Lost?

"Am I lost?
This summer air, I feel so restless. These skies are so clear and yet I am clouded. Who am I? Who am I?"

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This isn't anyone, I was just practicing on photoshop and messing around with colors/textures and this...dialogue I guess popped into my head as I was finishing this picture. I feel like a lot of people lose themselves during the summer and end up changing (which really isn't a bad thing). But I know how confusing it is and how lost someone can feel sometimes and thats why I think summer is one of the most mysterious seasons. Well anyways ahaha, I'm just trying to practice with digital art more (I drew everything with my mouse cause I don't have a tablet yet) so I'll practice more until I get better. Anyone who knows a good tutorial, send me a link, yes?

Thanks for looking ^^